30 Friday Sep 2011
Posted in desire
wouldn’t it be lovely to wash a new found lover? imagine a walk-in shower and you can use your hands and whatever scent you choose, maybe peppermint for the tingling effect.
do you start at the top, bottom or in the middle. maybe you zigzag a bit, could be fun getting lost and not asking for directions.
yes, i have a rich fantasy life. cheers!
30 Friday Sep 2011
Posted in desire
it seems i am drawn to men who know a bunch of random stuff in great depth. quirky, smart. unconventional, maybe a little eccentric–like me. i didn’t really know that i was what someone would call eccentric until a one-legged, bi-polar painter told me so. takes one to know one.
i only seem to have one speed, fast forward, although i’m in training to slow it down.
when i love, i don’t hold back, i’m all in, free and clear. i may be love’s fool, but it’s by choice.
30 Friday Sep 2011
Posted in love
love is a runaway freight train gaining momentum as it speeds down the tracks. geton board or get out of the way!
love is also a luxury, many of us get by with the love of our children, maybe our friends and pets. to love a partner and have that love accepted and returned, is a luxury
i want in my life
30 Friday Sep 2011
Posted in pomes
learning the pain
hope, willingness, expectation, hope, the ultimate seducer
disappointment harvests hope, the reaper
29 Thursday Sep 2011
Posted in desire, online dating, pomes, the one
that girl has such a plaintive look. sitting on your lap, she looking at me, you looking at her.
let’s let her decide if i’m scary or loving, a good woman, worth keeping around to scratch behind both your ears, between your fore legs.
29 Thursday Sep 2011
Posted in memories, quelle bummer
some nights when my kids were young i was so tired and played out that when it felt like i hit bottom i would just tuck myself in and remember that every day you get another chance to start over and sometimes it’s best just to shut it down for the night. i’ve had 2-3 cats and dogs most of my adult life. at those times gus would fill the ‘v’ of my lap and everything else would melt away. i learned to relax and seep into the sofa when i laid down and gus would snuggle in. the sense of deep relaxation is what i use now to focus on. works for me!
29 Thursday Sep 2011
Posted in desire, love, pomes, quelle bummer
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desire is duplicitous
desire opens
the door to hope
disappointment follows
close at hand
29 Thursday Sep 2011
he is watery
rides the waves, hides in the curl
he pounds his way ahead of the wave to master it and stay in front
looks in his element
maybe he has gill slits
if i look, maybe i can find them
21 Wednesday Sep 2011
why am i drawn to the men that i am? what am i looking for? a safe harbor? nurturing? protective? loving?
most recently a dog with the most plaintive look, she sits on her man’s lap and he has eyes only for her. he is big, burly, looks like his arms could envelop me. i’d like that. he is a bit strange, mournful/soulful.
he looks at me and holds my gaze, then looks away.
gone.
21 Wednesday Sep 2011
Posted in desire, love, online dating
what we call chemistry when looking to meet that someone special, our soulmate, is really a function of evolution. it’s our gonads talking, wanting to fulfil the urge to keep the species going with improvements. it’s our gonads trying to override our brains and rule our hearts.
i used to call it magic. a feeling, illusive and indefinable, you know it if you feel it. it’s the endorphins kicking in.
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