21 Sunday Feb 2021
Posted in aging, desire, erotic friendship, love, old love, skin hunger, the one
No one has ever slipped a pillow under my head while astride me
The idea that you wanted to make me more comfortable
Or be able to see my eyes, has never occurred before
More than once, you have surprised me by offering this small gesture of affection
I mean, really, who does that?
27 Tuesday Mar 2012
you were uncomfortable, thinking i adored you too much
i remember asking if i liked you better than you did
you replied, ‘probably’
there is a tenderness in you that is not confined to a soft white underbelly
you are wrapped in vulnerability
you should have been better loved
the train went off the tracks a long time ago and you can’t seem to get it back online
i wish you would let me help, but you cling to what is known, even if unlivable
if not adoration, just simple love
27 Tuesday Mar 2012
Posted in attraction, desire, love, the one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUJOnLOQVTY&feature=related it might be you stephen bishophttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnPMoAb4y8U&feature=related
we both agree that you are clueless when it comes to love and relationships never had a best relationship, it’s not too soon to start
you have to believe that you are lovable for starters
it’s not about how darkly tanned you are or how black her hair is, things change black hair goes gray, tans fade, those are just the surfaces
deep inside there is how she makes you feel, doubled it’s both how she makes you feel about her and how she makes you feel about yourself
it’s how she loves you, with her mind and her heart and her body how you want to give as good as you get with your mind and heart and your body
you have to like each other to sustain and love each other, try it, i can help http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBBw1MEOMWI
25 Sunday Mar 2012
Posted in attraction, desire, love
02 Monday Jan 2012
the fire ebbs and all that is left are embers
coals really
glowing, warm, source of heat
after the flames
this is what remains
it’s enough
more than enough
18 Friday Nov 2011
i will ask you to think holistically
set aside the straight blue black hair that ‘does it to you’
leave behind your concern for chemistry transmitted digitally
did you enjoy our conversation?
was i a good companion on your trip?
your best relationship has never been
is still in the future
i suggest that you frame it differently
comfort, companionship, acceptance, admiration
wouldn’t you like to be with a woman who can wrap her head around you?
then her arms and perhaps her legs
i can bring ‘the pillow book’
there is a beautiful young woman
with straight blue black hair
even straight blue black hair turns white with time
choose well
12 Wednesday Oct 2011
abricadabra
hocus pocus
biddidi bobbidi boo!
once upon a time,
i could conjure the man of my dreams
now
only in my dreams
30 Friday Sep 2011
Posted in love
love is a runaway freight train gaining momentum as it speeds down the tracks. geton board or get out of the way!
love is also a luxury, many of us get by with the love of our children, maybe our friends and pets. to love a partner and have that love accepted and returned, is a luxury
i want in my life
29 Thursday Sep 2011
Posted in desire, love, pomes, quelle bummer
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desire is duplicitous
desire opens
the door to hope
disappointment follows
close at hand
21 Wednesday Sep 2011
Posted in desire, love, online dating
what we call chemistry when looking to meet that someone special, our soulmate, is really a function of evolution. it’s our gonads talking, wanting to fulfil the urge to keep the species going with improvements. it’s our gonads trying to override our brains and rule our hearts.
i used to call it magic. a feeling, illusive and indefinable, you know it if you feel it. it’s the endorphins kicking in.
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