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Heart’s Nest or Creature Comfort

21 Sunday Feb 2016

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Coils of black and white nestle in the trough above your heart.

Soft, like nest filling the dip between your nipples.

Short, dark curls fan out across your lower stomach,

Sketching a half circle of dark shadow.

Silky skin, like a Selkie, slick, mythical.

swimming

05 Saturday Oct 2013

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a one piece with halter

hot pink, faded

ruched, pronounced “roo-shed”

hi-cut, my left cheek keeps peeking out

maybe it’s uneven

like my eyes, my ears

elementary backstroke, the rescue stroke

with my hands flat, fingers together

i move them up my midline

when the meaty heel of my hand

sweeps over the dome of my breast

i move my hands, still flat, fingers together

out to shoulder height

turn the hands 90 degrees

pull them to my sides

legs snap together

glide

if not adoration, then what?

27 Tuesday Mar 2012

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you were uncomfortable, thinking i adored you too much

i remember asking if i liked you better than you did

you replied, ‘probably’

there is a tenderness in you that is not confined to a soft white underbelly

you are wrapped in vulnerability

you should have been better loved

the train went off the tracks a long time ago and you can’t seem to get it back online

i wish you would let me help, but you cling to what is known, even if unlivable

if not adoration, just simple love

embers

02 Monday Jan 2012

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the fire ebbs and all that is left are embers

coals really

glowing, warm, source of heat

after the flames

this is what remains

it’s enough

more than enough

do you think i’m crazy?

22 Thursday Dec 2011

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you ask
do you think i’m crazy

yes, i do
i have no idea how crazy
how often
how long

it doesn’t scare me
although perhaps it should

i want to heal your wounds and
teach you the things you have never learned
how to love and accept love

you might still be crazy
or maybe i am

winter solstice

21 Wednesday Dec 2011

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i will celebrate all pagan holidays
that mark the natural cycle of the earth

tomorrow the light gains minutes against the dark
tonight i will light candles to show the way to the light

wholistic love

18 Friday Nov 2011

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i will ask you to think holistically
set aside the straight blue black hair that ‘does it to you’
leave behind your concern for chemistry transmitted digitally

did you enjoy our conversation?
was i a good companion on your trip?

your best relationship has never been
is still in the future
i suggest that you frame it differently

comfort, companionship, acceptance, admiration
wouldn’t you like to be with a woman who can wrap her head around you?
then her arms and perhaps her legs

i can bring ‘the pillow book’
there is a beautiful young woman
with straight blue black hair

even straight blue black hair turns white with time
choose well

gentling

17 Monday Oct 2011

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like a wild horse you rear to strike

from fear

with me

there is nothing to fear

let me gentle you and you’ll see

the illusion

12 Wednesday Oct 2011

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love, online dating


we speak of meeting someone online, we pick and choose based on clicks

they might as well be avatars, they are not real, we suspect some are fakes, bots

some represent themselves as something they’re not, looking for one thing but indicating another

lost are the individual characteristics of handwriting, doodling on notes, voice tones relating questions, irony, teasing, laughter

‘lol’ are just typing characters, not laughter

the absence of feedback, immediate, verbal and non render this medium 2 dimensional at best

where is the body english? the eye contact, that’s where the heat is

no wonder profile holders are often disappointed on meeting prospects

why waste time trying to figure out if this is THE ONE? meet in neutral territory and see if you get past awkward and onto ‘this is fun’

don’t count me in or out based on the unilateral sequential interrupted messages that pass back and forth in the ozone

topographical maps

12 Wednesday Oct 2011

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i will be

a mapmaker, cartographer, measuring and marking the terrain of your body

the convex curve where brow meets forehead, the concave reverse where your eyes are set

the convex curve of your cheek, concave curve of your nose

the hollow under your arms measured by fingers as a horse is measured by hands

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